Atychiphobia – the fear of failure. I can honestly say didn’t realize how limited my world has become in the past few months. The “walls [I] built to save [myself] from the uncomfortable nature of failure are now barriers to [my] success”. So, my “homework” is to fail. I have no idea how to start. Wait, does that count as a failure? Not doing this failing thing properly? Oh Jesus, I can see this turning into one of those paradoxical scenarios.
But, today,, I will be thankful for the slow change. I am thankful for the opportunity to get unstuck from this personality that I don’t want. Also I’m super grateful for the 9 packages of baby wipes I got in the mail – working in a garage shop is dirty business and my face will thank me later.
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